why won't it end?

Why won't it end?
Why can't she just leave it?
She never gives a damn,
But thinks she does,
She never listened to me,
But says she does,
I could ask her what I've said,
She probaly wouldn't be able to give me an answer,
I just want to die,
Slit me wrists and watch the blood,
I just want to give up,
Let go and never come back,
I'm crying out for help,
But she's not even listening,
I'm alone here,
No one knows me,
No one cares,
I try so hard to go on,
But it hurts so much inside,
It's hard to carry on,
And not to just say goodbye,
I want things to be better,
I want things to be right,

If I could turn back time,
I bet I would,
But things will only end up the same,
Slit my wrists,
Hope to die,
Pray today,
Be better and stay away,
I've lost my grip,
Let go long ago,
She doesn't care,
Pretends she does,
As I sit,
Rocking back and forth,
Messed up makeup,
Tears drop to the floor,
I knew this would happen,
She never ends,
Make my wounds deeper,
New ones added to what he's left,
As I write this,
I could slip away,
Be a coward,
Not face another day,
There's no one here to trust,

It's so hard for me to do,
Nearly one full year,
Losing everything I once had,
My dreams so far away,
I feel like just letting them go,
I'm the only one to blame for this,
Being slefish and rude,
End my days,
Sail away,
To a place worth staying,
Where someone will listen,
And someone will care,
They'll hear my cry for help,
And understand my hell,
She'll never listen,
I can tell,
To close to ending,
Leaving forever,
I'm sorry all,
I'm such a bother,
Attention seeker,
Hopeless dreamer,
Nearly ready to face another day,
Of this hell I call my life.